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| trust me... no way in hell can I forget... You really taught me alot and I hope the same for you. Actually I don't think you realize how much you taught me, and I'm sorry if I ever doubted your love. (I did and I'm sorry) You truly mean a great deal to me and I wish you much luck and happiness wherever it may bring you. Sometimes I like to think maybe one day it will bring you back in my arms. This is just a vision I like to think about sometimes... If it's true?? Probably not... At least not for a while. Just don't be getting married on me anytime soon. I'm in the same boat with you and I know their isn't any rush... Really.
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| So one of the first times ever... I'm actually now chasing a girl that is alot like me instead of interesting conflicting thoughts or bad judgement based on looks... I don't like writing. I don't like you. I don't like knowing that i was a regret.. whatever, apparently i'm alot of people's regret.... not true. the time was not wasted it's just time to end when it's time to end. spending anymore time at a different time would probably just make you sick.sicker than now for that person your with now. our lives are perfect in everyway. it's perfect because we choose what and how we would like our life. some people desire desaster... yeah... sometimes that was me. I wanted to go against all odds of what i know to find the divine truth of love and enlightenment. it's actually really hard being with someone i should. I don't have to even try.. it's almost annoying when things are this simple. I guess it can also be relieving. I seek adventure... i don't know when it will end... (it doesn't)
can anyone really decipher what i'm saying?? I hardly get this and written down and all i bet it's hard... maybe not... somepeople just click with eachother... I have never dated a girl that i actually click with. it seemed pointless to me at the time. we can learn together... this is wrong.
intentions.. you don't always have to be aware of them to take action to them. | | |
| i'm not that fancy and i'm not that rich and i'm not that successful and i'm not that happy
i'm not your old lover and i'm not a used friend
i'm not smart i'm not confident i'm not that interesting i'm not that appealing i'm not that easy to get along with
i'm not a favorite past time and i'm not really very much fun anymore
sure i have a problem... commitment issues i guess.. who to blame for that isn't too hard
i don't open up just pretend to
i'm very opinionated but only what i think someone might think but rarely really my own
i can't stop thinking and i think i can't anyway
i'm depressed i'm broke. i'm lost and confused, and of course i'm an idiot.
sorry to the loved ones i still do... just ... i can't right now... not that i don't... i just can't (not allowed)
and just... not right now
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| so... i don't know why i decided to post a blog on this. I guess for my own amusement. why do relationships have to have so many complications... My father once told me that to keep a good relationship the key is communication... so if there is anyone out there who is having some type of relationship trouble try just tlaking. who knows it might work. It's always good advice to talk to someone when you are not mad, angry, upset, etc.
so life has been bad of course... i wrecked my mom's car by accident... got about 2 feet and it was over. getting out of my own driveway... people hsouldn't parkright thaere anyway. not that i'm blaming someone else... It was definately my fault. Getting my lip pierced today.. anbd maybe some cool equipment for recording... that would be nice. who the hell knows. who the hell cares? i suppose noone.
someone prove me wrong. | | |
| what was it about two weeks... i think 11- 12 days i was living out and about.. kinda fun.. kinda exausting.. god i'm glad to be back home... gonna clean my room and shit at some point in time... i need to. kayla is leaving... ;( i'll miss you
song of the moment is???????
The Postal Service - Sleeping In
Last week i had the strangest dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where there was never any mystery on who shot john f kennedy
It was just a man with something to prove
Slightly bored and severely confused
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
And became famous on that day in november
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping in
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping in
And then last night i had that strange dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where concerns about the world getting warmer
The people thought they were just being rewarded
For treating others as they like to be treated
For obeying stop signs and curing diseases
For mailing letters with the address of the sender
Now we can swim any day in november
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping
(now we can swim any day in november)
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping in
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping in
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping in
Dont wake me i plan on sleeping
OOo oOo oOo | | |
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